Venting Sessions #1 (I want to be loved….)

I want a guy who isn’t ashamed of who he is, and of who I am. A guy who will treat me with respect, and love me for who I really am. I offer assistance, trust, and most of all love.! Isn’t that what “they” want?……Of course not. It’s much more complicated than that.

I’ve been in two relationships. Both lasted no longer than a year. My first was one that I’d never forget. Because, my so called BF tried forcing me into doing things that I was against…..He tried to change me. The worst part was that I actually thought about changing myself for him…

Forgetting about my morals, beliefs. And, that’s when I lost myself. My second relationship was even worse. My ex wanted me to send him “nudes”……And, once again…I thought about doing it. But, I refused….I just had to draw the line somewhere. Because, I knew I could never forgive myself for doing such a thing.

Thank God, I broke up with him after several fights and arguments…..

I guess, what I am trying to say is…..are there any “real” men out there? The kind who don’t focus their attention on SEX? A man that will love me, because I love him just the same? :(

Please…….I need to know that there is still hope. Are there???